Sabahan Girls Are Pretty? Is It True?

Sabah is one of the states in Malaysia and it is located at the northern portion of the Borneon Island. In case you are not clear about the location of Sabah, I hereby attached two maps of Malaysia and also Sabah.

Sabah and Sarawak's Map

Malaysia's Map

So, since I first came to study here in the West Malaysia/Peninsular, a lot of the Semenanjungs will always say things like, "I would really like to go to Sabah because of their women" or "I like to see Sabahan girls because all of them are beautiful". A lot of Semenanjungs have this stereotype that ALL SABAHAN GIRLS are pretty/beautiful.

In my opinion, of course Sabahan girls mostly are pretty/beautiful because Sabahan people have a lot of hybrids 😂 I think mostly people in Sabah are not pure Dusun or Murut or Kadazan or Rungus, etc. Most of the people experienced interracial marriage, thus producing a lot of pretty pretty faces today. Well, I am proud to be a Sabahan girl though. Maybe I did reach the Sabahan beauty standards, but I think I still have a pretty decent face though. Hehehe. 

And lastly, I am going to share some of the ex-Unduk Ngadaus (Sabah Beauty Pageants) photos down below since it's almost Ka'amatan (Harvest Festival) and I will leave you to judge.

(All copyrights not belong to me.)

Transfer video from iPhone 6+ to Macbook Air FAIL!!!

Hello, dear readers...

It has been quite some time I write. It is 13th February and 24 minutes after 5 in the morning while I am still in the middle of trying to figure out how to edit my video. The thing is, I usually transfer my photos to my Macbook Air (2013) by clicking 'Add to iCloud Drive' then from my mac I will login to my icloud account on the internet and then I will download the photos from the icloud drive.

Yesterday I recorded myself doing some makeup on my face with intention to upload it to my YouTube channel. Well, I thought of it is going to be an easy job because I have already installed the iMovie app in my iPhone, so I thought:

"I'm just gonna edit this video and then going to upload 'em to the icloud drive then from there, I can already transfer it to the iMovie in my macbook"

However, it did not turn that way.

Now, I am feeling really frustrated because I have been doing this thing since last night and it is already 5.30am now. 

And, plus, I am really really hungry right now.

I keep on having this Korean Fried Chicken craving these days. Idk.

Anyways, back to what I was saying. I finally downloaded the Google Drive app on my iPhone and tried to upload the video to the drive and at the same time open the Google Drive page from my Google account and see what will happen next.

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You know what, maybe the internet has a lot of ideas on how to solve my problem right now. 

But, right now, I am just soooooo lazy to go to everyone's suggestion one by one. 

Do you feel me?

...anyways, if I have succeeded in uploading my video to my mac, I want to treat myself one-piece of KFC chicken!!!

Okay, I get it, you are probably wondering why I keep on mentioning about fried chickens in this blog, right?

Well, to be honest, fried chicken is my favourite food (and my boyfriend knows that) smh. At the moment, my boyfriend and I are having this no-meat-allowed and no-sugary-drinks-allowed challenge. Guess what, I am so weak right now and I cannot motivate myself to stop thinking about foods. (cry a river)

Even at this very moment, I can feel myself having this one little voice in my head asking me to call Laguizine (it is an Arab shop nearby our campus selling foods and beverages 24-hours and their foods are super duper spicy AND EXPENSIVE maigattt!)

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Anyway, my boyfriend finally going to finish his study in Malaysia (he's Nigerian btw. yes, he is black. i don't care as long as he treats me the way i deserved.) and I am kind of worried right now that he is going to go back to his country. 

Alright, he is staying and probably by God's grace, his visa is able to be extended for 1-month period. But, the thing is, his graduation/convocation ceremony is going to be held on the October 2018. So, I don't know what will happen next, let us just put this on God's hands and let Him be the one to control. 

Well, after waiting so long, finally I have been able to retrieve my video.

Thanks God!

Above All, Only Love Stays...

After so long, I finally have time to update my blog again...

While writing this blog, I am in our university's café. Supposed to do my work, which is writing some proposals for the Annual General Meeting (AGM) for next week and to propose for a new club's name. But, the problem is, I really do not have mood for this. I seriously just need a break right now.

Lately, due to my inarguable talent and charisma LMAO, a few lecturers kind of seeing me as a President-Potential kind of person. But, the truth is, I am just doing what I supposed to do. Because of this, I am seen to be some kind of person with a very high net worth value LOL

Last week's event, Joseph and I were the emcees for the Black Tie Night event, thus after the event, our Deputy Dean just held my wrist and took me to the very back of the hall and asked me if I can join the election for the Student Representative Council (SRC) next year (2018). 

I was like........ WHUTTTTTTT........... "BUT SIR.........."

He said I should not be worried and stuffs and just focus on my studies right now but still next year he wants to see me being the President.

Well, to be honest, in my whole life, I never really dreamt of being a leader, talking more about the leader or the representative for the whole university???? Like, no way, mannnn!

After the prom night, we all walked back to the place where the bus dropped us at the first place. I was walking with my friend, Joseph. Like the usuals, he will never stop talking about relationships and all, but that moment, I was not really that concentrating on the topic, but I was busy concentrating on how short my skirt was and about the conversations I had with my dean.

After I went back home, I talked a little about with my boyfriend and unexpectedly he said, "SEE!! I TOLD YOU!!!! YOU HAVE THE POTENTIAL OF BEING THE NEXT PRESIDENT!!!!"

I don't know how to react. Like, should I be happy or angry about this because I was expecting him to say how I should reject the offer like he always said to me before. (He always scolded me though how I always need to stay back at the campus due to countless meetings I need to attend and often tells me that why should I care about the university that never cares about me HAHAHA) Thus, this time, I really wished he would say like that, but instead he is so happy for me. (smh)

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Anyways, here, I want to share why is my blog post's title is "Above All, Love Stays...". Mm, how do I start this? Well, to be honest, today's world is so f*cked up and relationships are just so fragile. Just a simple mistake or trivial things either one will start to say, "I don't think we are compatible," or a simple "Let's break up," comes out.

I mean, if you REALLY love that person, why is it so easy for you to utter those words to them?

If it is so easy for your partner to break up with you, let me tell you something --- HE DOESN'T LOVES YOU. If he/she does, he/she would try any possible ways just to avoid saying any similar meanings to breaking up. However, if he/she just likes you for your body or your face, let me be straight to you, he/she can easily get girls/guys who are much more handsome/beautiful than you. For them, you're replaceable. No issues.

(Sigh)

In the bible, there is this verse saying that,

"Love is patient, love is kind, it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud, it is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails." (1 Corinthians 13:4-8)

So I highly believe that when you really love someone, you should always protects, trusts, hopes and perseveres. I know in today's f*cked up world, it is really hard to find someone like this, but just know that when you truly love someone, no matter how far he/she has gone from you, whenever you see him/her you can still feel that comfort and butterflies. I don't know how many of you out there will agree to this, but this is just from my opinions.

Anyways, peace out! 😘✌

Furthering Studies Why Sooooo Hard???!!!

It had been a long time I didn't update my blog. It really feels right again. *sigh*

So, what am I going to update tonight? Well, let us see. Umm, these days I have been finding universities on and off country. My target supposed to be studying abroad to the UK. However, I have been facing a lot of issues where my cousins, aunties, and my other family members doubt me for going overseas to further my studies. The words they actually used on me really sting. 

For example, saying that, "you go study far, but later when you back Malaysia, last-last you become Kindergarten teacher only also that. no need lah that you go overseas!"

Now when they have said that, makes me want to go overseas much more. I really want to prove them that I really worth the Pounds! I want to prove to them that I am not the niece that you think is weak, "diploma doesn't get cgpa 3.00", waste parents' money only, and much more! When I think about what they have said to me for all these times, I felt really small. I don't wanna feel this way again! I want to change for how they think. Even my own relative would said that taking Diploma in Commerce really waste my time, "even people that never study business also can do business and earn millions, so why want to waste money and time to study commerce where actually she can go further with her spm results?" 

Yes. I studied Diploma in Commerce because you lured me in, remember? I can do so much things with my current SPM results, but I chose to be in that college, get along with the students there which I felt really comfortable to hangout with since most of them are Chinese and I can speak Chinese fluently, so that makes me can understand them better. Well, not to brag, but I never actually do my homeworks for Chinese language back in Primary School. I am really lazy to do it because THEY WERE ALL FR*AKING CHINESE CHARACTERS!!!

Hahaha, well, I actually did my some goods though. Until today, I still can read them Chinese Characters (even though sometimes I pretended I don't know how to read them because I am just too lazy to read). Anyways, back to the topic stated above. I am really scared right now that I might not get any placement next year (I am not going this year because I am so not gonna miss a Youth Conference organised by the PMM of SIB Sabah this September for the 37th times). Therefore, I am going to the British Council tomorrow to discuss about which universities should I go to, which universities that offers Spring 2017 entry, can we actually work there and earn money to cover our expenses for a month, which universities outside Malaysia that actually accredited by the Malaysian Government and at the same time offers low amount of course fees and some other questions that I have not think about yet.

I may not be the best student in front of my family or relatives, but I will try my best in this and always seek for God's help in everything that I do. I will serve Him as well as do my best in  my studies and prove everyone that I am worth every pennies that my parents invest in me and I will never fail them. I do not want to be humiliated again in front of my relatives and family again and I do want to make my family proud of me and prove them I can do better than those who actually thinks they do better than me and thought that they actually have the power to humiliate me in every aspects. I will not speak further to make a disgrace to my own family and relatives, but I only hope that a humble heart shows great result more than an ego heart which only shows great result at a certain time but fail to withhold it for a long time. 

It's getting really late now, so I am going to end this post right here and come up with new posts next time! Ciao~

I think I am in Love

My head is spinning

Around and around

Wondering if he ever knows

What I felt for him

Every hour every minute every second

All I can think about is him

I admit he is no other guy that I met

He is someone that pretends he doesn't cares

He makes me smile

Even though I was sad and terrified

He wiped my fear by his humour

He told me about his stories

Tell me his thoughts

The only person to say 'good morning'

and wave me 'good bye' everyday

Always tries to have a conversation

He wants to exist in my life

He did

He never left my thoughts after that

Even though he left and never came back

He is the last person who created a memory

that occupies my whole thoughts

He is the first person who I thought after I awake

Also the last person I thought before I sleep

I get excited every time I sees his text

I never want to fail him

The only reason I started to start writing again

He gave me strength

and hope where there is none

He teaches me to love again

He makes me to learn about world

Is this how love feels?

Because I think I am in love

They Told Me

They told me once

Do not fall in love too fast

So I locked my heart

Away from people

Avoiding myself from falling

and hurting

But in the end

I found out that love is a feeling

Not a choice

Proving I was wrong

Believing something that's not true

Fooling myself all this while

They told me once

A guy that treat a girl better

Is someone that a girl will choose over

And I didn't believe that earlier

I thought that a guy that is nice

Is only a guy that wants benefit

So I tried to keep myself away from nice guys

But then I tripped over my own words

First Entry!

Hi! 

I am starting over again with my blog since my older blog looks really dusty and sounds so immature.

*covers face*

I am a college student now and college's life is hard.

I didn't say I hate it, but I am facing a lot of challenges more than those I had in High School.

In high school, I have a lot of BFFs, but now, I can only manage to find at least three of them.

Yeah, you can see that, right?

Oh yeah, there's no point of living and breathing in this world in the form of human if you don't have a crush, right? 

*smirk*

HAHAHAHAHA 

Well, I do have one crush, but the whole thing is really a confusion. 

I don't know why, but this is the thing.

I secretly like him, then one day one of my friend told me that he likes me and I was like, "Oh my gaddd.. It can't be!" So, I assume those were just lies and I keep on denying the feelings and whenever I see him I said 'Hi' and not long after that, I tried to confess but he was tired and he said we wanted to take a shower and I lose the chance and I feel that I probably shouldn't tell him anyways. Now, he stopped everything. And I miss him A LOT! 

*cries a river*

Okay okay... *flips hair* I will stop for being so dramatic.

I need to revise some Statistics sh*t later, but I'm so eager to write....

Oh well...